This is Landry's temporary garden marker. The granite took longer than expected so they made this for us. It has been there for a while, I just have not posted it. I love it, the picture fits Landry so well.It has been four months today since I had my baby here at home in my arms. It seems like just yesterday and yet so long ago. When I think of the details it is so raw and fresh. It is hard to let myself go there, but then I find myself wanting to go there to feel near him.
Today is hard because it is also our 12 year wedding anniversary. I told myself I would focus on the wedding anniversary and not so much the other but it is so hard sometimes to make yourself try to forget something like that.
I love the picture on his marker. I have a 11x14 picture of the Savior holding a baby hanging in Kaden's room that I bought right after our baby died. It always gives me a sense of peace. Happy Anniversary!! You're right, keep the focus on the fun stuff!
ReplyDeleteSo sorry. The milestones make it extra hard and get you thining alot!! I hope you made it through thed day. Sending much love!
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